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I woke up late today and worked on some commission pieces. I don’t feel all to wonderful today. I still have to finalize a friend’s tattoo piece.

I know I haven’t been posting personal tid-bits all to often, though I feel perhaps I should let people want to discover who I am rather than writing it online for people to read. I suppose it just allowed me to think my lifestyle was what I wanted.

Isolating myself was great in the past, still is. I just can’t figure out if it’s what I need. As you can tell wants and needs are completely separate entities. I want a car, but don’t need one. What I need is peace of mind and clarity. We all value wants over people we care for at some point in our life. I guess we let greed get in our way to some sort of internal peace.

As you get older, you hope everyone growing up along side you will never change because everything is simple and simple. Though it gets complicated due to various reasons. People do change and you better understand the value of memories. It’s that sort of peace of mind you look for in the end. I mean, it shouldn’t be the amount of money you make, the size of your home or the computer you have. It’s never been about that for me. Perhaps I need someone to share that ideology with. To live rich in heart instead of rich in money, if that makes any sense at all. 

I’ve been this way for as long as I remember. On my old blog I use to write a lot of things such as this. I guess I got lost somewhere in between because of work and other distractions.